Sunday, September 18, 2011

Onto the Future

It's been a while since my last update. I think everything is going alright. It has been somewhat relieving and somewhat intriguing. I had lunch with her and as always, I feel so comfortable around her. I just know her so well and beginning to trust her with my feelings. I don't know how she feels yet but I know I'm opening up to her a lot. I want to be there for her and being supportive. I was really happy at lunch and seeing her just gives me butterfly in my stomach. She always had this effect.
We talked a little, and it was good that we talked. We don't know what the future hold for us but as we are working on fixing the problems, I think it's good for the future. If we do end up getting back together after fixing the problems, I think we have built a solid foundation and our relationship will only be stronger. We'll see how it goes. I'm giving her all the time and space. At times, I would decide not to text her. I don't want to persistently be there that she gets annoyed by my presence. If it doesn't work out, I'm still not too sure how to handle it. I don't think I'm ready to see her with another guy just yet. It would remind me of the previous girls that I dated always either cheat or opt for another guy. If she decides to date someone else, I know that guy is really lucky. She is a really nice, sweet and beautiful girl.

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