All is Well

All is well. That is what I keep telling myself. I have started talking with her again after talking to her mom. It seems like I poured my heart out telling how I feel to her mom. She's always there to listen and that is something I'll never forget. We have started talking again and even though not much is being said about the past, it is fair to say that we are taking mini steps on trying to fix our miscommunication. I'm trying not to dwell on the past and instead focus on the future. Right now, having the communication worked on is definitely a plus. I feel I can open up more to her and that was something that I seem to have a problem. Since the previous posts were deleted, my problem to mention what I feel or how I perceive thing has not changed. Probably because the last time I poured my heart out and tell people how I feel only end up with me being hurt. All in all, she was not like that and I should have done that without fearing that I was judged based on what I said.
As mother Theresa once said "If you can judge people, then you don't have time to love" and I see her point now. I've been doing good with friends. I have always had friends that don't judge you based on looks,religion or anything else. I had a girl like that but we had our issue. Hopefully it gets worked out. At the moment, I have no idea where this is leading to but I'm taking my time talking to her and hopefully she and I will develop trusts for each other. I'll admit I still do have feelings for her but I'm trying to fix our problems first rather than about my feelings. Secretly I hope for one thing but I don't know whether it is possible. All in all, I think trying to understand each other is one important foundation.